reincarnation.

Hello everyone, i know it's been months since I last blogged.
Well, apparently now I am having and going to have a very long holiday, like until August or September or even longer depending on what will be there for me. I'm just a normal human, so I can't predict the future, like duhhh.
Anyhow, I am thinking of getting a J.O.B. yes, a JOB. wow, that's new. I've finally thought of myself about work and get my own money? instead of asking some from my mum. lol.
Exam has been difficult, with my Psychology and Sociology having frequent clashes, well it's more like you know, I had to sit for both papers on the same day, or the other one was to be on the next day, which made my life even more DIFFICULT. urgh.
In fact, I had to cry myself reading through the notes and doing the revision thinking of what the hell was the person who did the exam schedule thing trying to do to me???
I, in a way, felt that it was unfair. cos OBVIOUSLY THERE WILL BE PEOPLE TAKING PSYCHOLOGY AND SOCIOLOGY AT THE SAME TIME COS DUHHHH THEY ARE BOTH RELATED! urgh!
and oh yea, as usual, I AM NOT CONFIDENT WITH MY BIOLOGY. yes. I like the subject, I mean, I love the subject (less than Psycho and Socio, that is), and the subject is interesting, juuust that, I have learnt and revised BUT the result never like me!
Maybe it's because in Psycho and Socio, you can still bullshit about some parts just to extend your essays, but in Biology, you bullshit your paper, you bullshit your marks. lol. but no, I DID NOT BULLSHIT ANYTHING IN BIOLOGY.
SO PLEASE, BIOLOGY, BE GOOD TO ME! GIVE ME GOOD RESULT!! Amin yarabbalalamin.

Okay I think I should talk about something else, thinking about exam will just make me cry.

Apparently, I just checked my blog today, and I found someone called 'Emo Fan' on my tagboard, saying I should fix everything that is broken. oookay, I don't know who you are, maybe you're someone close or whoever, I think I get what you're trying to say there, but neyhh, I don't wanna think about it.

ookay, im lazy now.i stopped in between. was chatting to Jimzy who is currently in London now!! lol.
Please okay, say not to PORK and say no to ALCOHOL. hahahaha. jangan kan bermauk sana atu. no no no. hahahaha


bah i'll update when I feel like updating. lol.

Gotcha.

Wow, so what are you now? a Backstabber? or wait, have you been one since so long ago?
What's with you? People around you have been treating you nicely and at least, make you happy,
but why do you still have to wear a mask, laugh along but talk shits behind us?
Can't you just fix your attitude of talking bad things about people at their back?
Cos you don't know what happens next, and now

see what I just got you.

You think I'm stupid? maybe I can be such a bimbo at times but shit happens and sorry for that. but still, kau fikir aku buduh kah? kau fikir KAMI ani buduh kah?
How would you feel if we do the same to you?

and have you ever thought of the consequences if you keep on doing this?
ah well, I believe you've been doing this for long.
what? you think you're too perfect that's why you have the rights to talk shits about us?
What? ashamed of being with us because of us?
Why not you go measure yourself first then you can judge us, okay?
For now, I disgust you, I disgust all your actions.
Your true colours have clearly shown now, yes, the way how you talk shits at us about someone who is closely related to you, the way how you push people into things and so on.

Fine, I may not be perfect myself, but come on, face the fact, nobody's perfect and be grateful with what you have.
Didn't your parents teach you to be nice inside and out?
Didn't your parents teach to be grateful?
Didn't your parents teach you to respect others?
Just stop whatever you're doing okay,
but up to you lah if you want to keep on doing whatever you're doing,
cos God knows better and this thing that you're doing to us will pay off someday.
Spill the beans, for sure you'll lose friends.
This is too much.
I don't want to be a bitch,
I don't want to be picky,
but with what I just found out about you,
wow, I hate you.
I am not the person who hates people cos hate is a strong word, but now,
I am sorry, I officially hate you.
I may not show it in front of you, but things that I just found out about what you talk about me behind, hurts me.
so again,
kau fikir aku buduh kah?
kau fikir aku ani sengaja kah acting cematu cemani?
I'm sorry if you hate me for that but bukan aku sengaja, bukan aku yang mau, it's my nature and just live with it.
At least aku inda lanji.

Meng Lai Cibai.

Stupid choice, what say you?

You really want to take things the easy way, you think the hurdles in life is not meant to go through?.., you think even though we are all still young, we do not have to have responsibilities?..,
and the way you are to deal with things around you is by these?...





I say, it's time to have a second thought. Cos once you try it, it'd be hard for you to stop. Trust me, I've done some research. and it's depressing to know.


I understand that this is the stage when we are exposed to things that we'd like to try,
but this is also the stage to determine what's best for you.
I may not be perfect in things,but I do try my best to make it through.
This is the time where you should start to think ahead and not just about the present.
Make a very wise choice
and
Good Luck.

Once you step in, you could never get out.

It's time.

People change for good, not the other way around.
That's a fact.

The truth is, it gets to us when you want to do something that is wrong and you intentionally do it.
We may just keep quiet about it, but we think it through, and the reason is because we care.
In this case, fuck peer pressure, ignore the force, we're still here to save you.
We tried but maybe you don't realise but that's okay, we're always here when you need us.

I've been there, I've done that, and for once I thought my action was stupid.


Please realise your action and LEARN from it.


and For whom it may concern, I have a friend, two friends actually, whom I care, even if I don't share my personal life that much with them, but I love them. and stop pushing around and turn them into people we don't know anymore cos the impact is so big, so strong that it gets to us. Please. Just stop whatever you are doing. It's just wrong.


Don't drag them into things that would ruin your future, cos your future is yours, not theirs.
And I don't want just because of you, their future is ruined.
Yes, I understand that we shall have freedom of choice, but not to choose to ruin the future.
We still have a long way to go.

Please my friend, let's go back to square one.

Smile and say Cheese.

My teacher said:

"If you are the bad influence in your group (of friends), you better change!"


Smile Everyone.

Good food.

Went out to dinner with the family last Saturday night,
and thumbs up to Nur Wanita for the good Tom Yum.

So if you guys want to eat good food, good Tom Yum, at good price,
Nur Wanita Restaurant is the place.

Tagged.

1.What's Your Current Blog Name & Why You Choose That?
→ 'Can't let go it's too strong' - just a line from a song. lol.

2.What's Your Blog Link & Why?
→ www.ifaaahh-loco.blogspot.com , well my link used to be mashhorina-shahran.blogspot.com but I changed it to end all my connection with my Ex. and I chose the current link is because,.. Ifah is my nick name and loco means crazy. lol.

3.What's Your 'Method' In Blog Writing?
→ read through then you'll understand. well, my previous previous posts was like telling things that I went through but now I've decided to not continue it that much cos umm I don't want to expose my private life that much? so yea, have to limit.

4.Are You Going To Delete This Blog & Why?
→ haven't thought of that.

5.What Do You Feel About This Tagger's Blog?
→ it's well organised.

6.Tag 5 People...
→ Aimi
→ Naajj
→ Duan
→ Waie
→ Hazwan